Drained

I just finished up my 4-page paper for tomorrow's class about 30 minutes ago. It took me about half an hour longer to finish than it should have because my compy froze up on me twice. I was so afraid that I had lost the page and a half of writing that I'd done since I saved it last, but thankfully I only lost about a sentence from where it auto-saved itself. I'm so sick of waiting until the last minute to do everything! The reason I was so rushed today is that I completely forgot about half of the stuff I was supposed to have done for class today and tomorrow. Thankfully I still had time to get everything finished before it was due, but I hate feeling rushed!

Tomorrow morning I have to go volunteer 2 hours of my (limited) time this week at Northridge for my class. Last week, the 2 hours went by amazingly fast, and I hope that that's the case this week because I don't want to feel like I'm there for 12 hours, instead of just the 2. That's about the only thing that I don't like about this quarter, having to squeeze in 10 hours of volunteer time with special needs students. It's not that I mind volunteering or working with the students...it's just that my time is so limited anyways and adding this into the mix just makes it even worse. I wish that I could get the remaining 8 hours done and out of the way in one shot, but my schedule barely allows for me to give them 2 hours in one day...8 would be impossible!

The worst part about being behind in my school work is that I feel so tired and all I want to do is sleep. I called Jake today on my way to my night class, and when I asked him what he was up to, he said that he was sitting outside getting some sun. He was outside enjoying the nice day and I was heading into a building to be stuck inside a classroom for 3 1/2 hours! That's so wrong! I have classes every day this quarter and the only day that I don't work (besides on the weekend) is Thursday. By the time the weekend rolls around, the weather is shitty and I can't enjoy it. This sucks!

Sorry if I'm rambling too much but I just felt the need to vent some frustrations. I probably should have put this at the beginning of this post so that I could warn everyone ahead of time so they could stop reading if they didn't want to hear/read my complaints...oh well. Such is life, I guess. ;p