I've been looking for a job for months now and I've gotten nowhere. I had those 2 interviews, but they never called me back after the 2nd one. I figured they'd reject me anyways, but not calling to tell me that they don't want me seems really... disheartening. I mean, the woman that told me that she would keep me in mind for their summer program, even if they didn't hire me. I mean, I went to college with her, so I know her on a somewhat personal basis, and she still couldn't call me and reject me? I'm just so tired of waiting. I suppose that I could call, but I don't really want that job, anyways.
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In other aspects of my life:
Mom and Dad are back in the hospital. Dad's having another surgery on one of his vertebra, so they most likely won't be home for a while, which means that I'm in charge. I don't really mind watching the house and everything, and since I have no job, it's not like I'm busy or anything. But my brother seems like he wants to make life as hard as he possibly can sometimes. He's the reason that I want to move out and get my own place as soon as I am able.
For the most part, we're able to get along, but sometimes, and I'm not sure what causes it, but we just get on each other's bad side or something and then the fighting starts. The kid's going to be 18 in less than a month and he's supposed to have a genius IQ, but I swear he's one of the dumbest people I know! He may be book smart, but he seems to completely lack common sense and the ability to put himself in the shoes of others to see why they may be reacting or acting the way that they do.
He and I just don't get along sometimes and I wish that I was able to just leave, but I'm afraid that if I do, he'll turn on Nick and start beating up on him, literally or figuratively. So, I feel like I have to stick around to protect him.
*sigh* I just want to get a job or something soon so that I can have a reason to get out of the house, and also a way to earn some money so that I'm not mooching off of my parents.
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