WTF

It's almost 2:30 in the morning Christmas morning, and I can't sleep. I have to be up in about 6 hours for church, which is gonna suck, cuz I don't think I'll be getting to sleep anytime soon. For some reason I'm wired or something. I took drugs to help me sleep..they kicked in for like 5 minutes and they made me a little drowsy, but that's worn off. WTF! Aren't drugs supposed to do their jobs? I mean, sure they were allergy drugs, but they usually work for making me tired, but not tonight, I guess. So, if sleep does ever come to me, I'm going to be a big bitch in the morning...and if it doesn't come, I'll be a big bitch later on in the evening, and maybe tomorrow. ;)
When I lie down and try and sleep, all I can do is think of everything that I don't have done, and everything that's coming up that I'm dreading and I just can't sleep! I think about all the Christmas shopping I still have yet to do, and how I don't know when my deadline for some of my friends is because I don't know when we're exchanging gifts. I also think about how classes will be starting up again soon and how some of my friends will leave and how the rest will be busy juggling class and work and they won't really have much time for me in their lives. It makes me a sad panda. :(
I was hoping that staring at the computer screen would make me tired, but I'm denied. It kinda makes my eyes hurt, but it doesn't really make me sleepy. WENCH! Why can't I sleep? It's not like I'm trying to work out in my mind what gifts I got, because I know pretty much every one, because I told my mom what I wanted, and she got it...I mean, I have a few surprises in store for me, but I'm not racking my brains trying to figure out what they are. WHY CAN'T I SLEEP?!