My friends are dropping off like flies... not in the dying sort of way, but they keep leaving me. Last week, Aunty Boo left to go home. Yesterday I found out that Heather is leaving on Monday for college, which means that I won't see her until Christmas, or something like that. Brittany and Jessica leave in September. At least Mommy isn't leaving me anymore.
All the people I've grown fond of seeing all the time are going to be gone. Sure, I'll be able to talk to them on the phone, but that's not the same as seeing them and talking to them in person. I get tired of talking on the phone, but I could talk to someone face-to-face for-probably-ever.
I get so tired of losing friends. It happened all the time when my dad was in the navy. I had to leave so many friends behind when he got transferred. The only difference this time is that I'm not the one leaving... it's them. The worst part is that I'll never know when I'm going to see them again because we'll all be busy with college, and probably won't talk all that much. I probably won't know they're going to be here until they're already here. I hate being the last one to know everything!
Oh well. I can't really change anything, so I'll stop whining now... but only for a little while. ;)
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