Why do I suck at life?!?!

Well, I was scheduled to work today all by myself, which is weird lately for a Saturday, but whatever. I figured I would be really busy, but I could handle it and the time would fly by and before I knew it, it would be time to go home. Sounds like a plan, right? WRONG! Little did I know this morning, but before my 4-hour shift was over today, I was going to cause several $100s worth of damage by hitting a truck window with the bucket on our Bobcat. I honestly feel now that no matter how hard I try, I'm going to fuck something up...and, at least at work, it's not always little, insignficant stuff...no...it's truck windows and selling some products for half the price that they really are. And, luckily for me, I get to pay for all of these mistakes. Well, there goes my whole entire reasoning for having a summer job...you know, the whole "saving up money for the upcoming school year" thing...or at least enough so that I can go all the places that I wanted to this summer. It looks like I'm going to be cutting back on some stuff...yay... I'm just glad that I got to see Pirates 2 last night before this major F-UP...if I hadn't, there's no way I would have been able to afford it after this! It's at times like these when I really hate life...not really enough to want to die, but enough to want to crawl under a rock and stay there for at least a decade. *stab*