Rut

Why does it feel like I've been doing the same thing every week this summer? My work schedule is pretty much always the same (it did change after Summer Quarter finals week), so I'm always getting up and going to work the same days every week. And work takes up so much time, so it feels like I can't have a social life because there isn't any time left over after work is done for the day.

I have to admit that during my vacation and Florida and over these few weeks after it, life has seemed a little less monotonous, but it feels like I'm sinking back into that rut. I want to go places, to do things, to live my life! Sitting around and watching TV or movies every day isn't an option for me. I need more.

Unfortuantely, that "more-ness" that I'm looking for also requires money. And if I don't find another job soon, once the 22nd rolls around, I'll be unemployed and poor. I have to get that job search ball rolling, and soon!

I'm almost afraid to start looking, however, because I feel like I have nothing to offer a potential employer. I feel like I haven't acquired any marketable skills in my lifetime. When I started putting my resume together, I got to the "skills" portion and just blanked. What do I put there? I have no idea. And I can't just make things up because people WILL find out, and that just won't end well at all.

What do I do? How do I stop being afraid to get out there and try to find a job? Any suggestions?