I suck...

I just became clear to me just how alone I am now. I was sitting downstairs watching "Bulletproof Monk" with Jake shortly before he started getting ready to go to work when I realized that I have no more friends left in this town. Besides Jake, everyone has moved away (at least for the school year) and left me here all alone (not that they did that intentionally).

I can't help but feel like such a loser, though. Here I am, on another Friday night, sitting alone in my room on the computer (while simultaneously watching TV) and doing absolutely nothing exciting. I can't do this every weekend! I need to have a life sometime!

When Jake was in the bathroom changing into his work clothes, I thought to myself, "Hey, I'll call one of the girls and see if they wanna hang out." Then I realized that nobody was closer than a 45-minute drive. That was really depressing. I haven't seen any of my friends in weeks and that's really depressing.

I've been pretty busy with school and everything this quarter, so I haven't made the efforts that I should have to hang out with anyone, but if everything goes right, I'll be having Thursday-Sunday free every week this summer, so I'll probably be able to actually go somewhere and hang out with friends (unless some emergency arises with Dad...which could happen).

The most exciting thing that I did today was pull up a holly bush that Mom wanted to get rid of so we could plant prettier, less harmful plants in its spot. Tomorrow Jake and I are supposed to go se Narnia in the afternoon. I hope Wapak get it because I really can't afford to pay Regal prices, especially since I know I'll have to pay them next week when the new Indiana Jones movie comes out.

My life sucks...