Why?

I just can't seem to drag myself out of bed before noon anymore (technically I was out of bed like 5 minutes before noon today, but still). I don't need to be sleeping that long, but I just can't get used to waking up a decent hour. When I sleep that long, it feels like I've just wasted half of my day, and since we're about half way through the summer, wasting days is the last thing that I want to do!

I just feel like I haven't accomplished anything this summer. I don't have a job, so I don't have a whole lot of money, and therefore can't afford to do some things. I won't be going to Brushwood this weekend because I can't afford it...but, there's always next year. I want to visit the Renaissance Festival before I go back to school, but I don't know if I'll have the money then or not. There are so many things I would -like- to do, but I just can't justify spending the money on them...it sucks!

If I wouldn't have had to drop almost $1000 on fixing my AC at the beginning of the summer, I don't think I would be having this issue, but unfortunately that needed to be done (so that I don't roast in my car on trips that last longer than 20 minutes) and now I don't have money...stupid cars!

It would be really cool to take a vacation and go somewhere different, if only for a night, but that also requires money, so I would probably have to try and get a group of people together to try and divide up the cost a little. But everyone has different schedules. Brittany and Tabby usually work the same shift, but they had different days off, and Katy works during the day and doesn't get home until the other 2 are at work. And I never know when Jake has to work. It's just really hard to get everyone together, and it's even worse when they all have to work on the weekend.

But, we still have about 2 months before classes start, so hopefully those will be packed with some fun summer-y stuff (preferably stuff that isn't expensive ;p), and that way I won't feel like I've wasted my entire vacation.