I've been thinking...

You know, maybe I don't -want- to have a summer job. I mean, I sent in an application and a resume to the temp agency, and I picked up one other resume, but that's all I've done. I've been out of school for about 2 weeks now, and I think I'm enjoying the break from work AND school. Money is nice, but it seems like all I have done this past year is work and go to school, so having time to sit around and do nothing is really appealing right now. But, I owe my parents $100 next month for "car insurance" (which translates into: money being put into an account to save up for my wedding...thanks Dad!), so I really need to have a job so that I have that money.

I guess I just really haven't been motivated to do anything lately. I mean, I could have spent the last 2 weeks trying to make a dent in my book list, but I haven't done that. I could be going to the Y every day or so and working out, but I'm not. I could be cleaning my room and getting the animal cages cleaned out and organized, but I haven't done that, either (though I have kinda cleaned my room a couple of times when people were coming over). It's 2 weeks into summer, and I haven't done much of anything yet.

I just wish that I felt like I was doing -something- that would benefit me or someone else in the long run, but that doesn't appear to be the case. Sure, it's fun hanging out with friends, especially since I haven't seen them a whole lot in the past year. But sometimes hanging out calls for having money, which I don't have a lot of right now...so I'm kinda limited as to what I can/can't do, which sucks. But, hopefully something will come along and I won't be poor anymore. :)