Not Again!!!

I HATE this time of year!!!! It's only been a little over a year since my Grandma passed away, and now my Grandpa is sick and he's probably not going to be with us much longer. I don't want him to have to suffer...and everyone sort of expected this to happen because he and my Grandma were married for about 60 years (and people who are married that long don't usually live too much longer after they lose their spouse)...but I just wish it wasn't like this. With everything I've got going on right now, I don't really have time during the day to spend with him, and he's usually pretty worn out in the evening from all of the visits and such. When they move him back into the nursing home, I'm going to visit him every day, whether he knows I'm there or not. I know that nobody lives forever, and everyone has to die sometime, but I wish that my Grandma hadn't had to suffer thru her last week, and I really hope that my Grandpa doesn't have to suffer for however long he's with us. I hate this whole process!!