Friday, September 29, 2006

He's so F-ing frustrating!!!

Last night when my dad got home from his classes, I guess he was too sick or too tired and he had too much homework or what the fuck ever to go pick Ben up from Show Choir practice....so guess who got stuck doing it...Me. And when Ben got home, he remembered that he had to do some work for a project and he needed the computer...but Dad was on it, and he didn't want to give up the computer, so guess who had to let Ben use her computer...Me. Whenever he wants something, it's "give me what I want and fuck everyone else!" and I just hate it!!! I don't see why he thinks he deserves a break more than me or Mom...heck, I think Mom deserves one more than anyone. But, I work and go to school and I was over helping my aunt pack some of her stuff up....I've got a busy schedule, and all he has to do is go to school. Sure, he refs a few football games here and there, but I don't really think that's very stressful...I just don't understand why he can't have some consideration for other people. If he doesn't want to do something, by God, somebody else better pick up the slack! He just pisses me off so much sometimes! I have lots of stuff I'd rather be doing than picking Ben up from his extracuricular activities, but Ben is -his- son for fuck's sake! I shouldn't have to be picking up my brothers all the time when he's perfectly capable of doing it. I had to drop some stuff off at the house (and I still had an hour or so to kill before picking Ben up anyways) and when I walked in the door, guess what he was doing, sitting on the couch being a freaking bum, not doing the homework he supposedly had to do (you know, pretty much the whole reason he gave for not being able to pick Ben up in the first place)....he was just sitting on his ass. I guess I'm supposed to feel bad for him because he's sick and he doesn't feel good, but, you know what...tough shit! I was kinda sick yesterday, and I had homework I could have been doing, but I had other responsibilities to take care of...and that's what I did!
Well, I think I'm done venting for now....I just really needed to get that off my chest. Man, I can't believe how much of an ass he can be!

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