Well, as you guys know, college starts tomorrow, for a lot of us. I finally got my books and my backpack (which I'm so proud of because I got if for $7 at Wal-Mart...and it's purple) today. Way to be last minute, huh? I have my classroom numbers and the names of my teachers and all that jazz. But, I can't help but feel like I'm forgetting something. My worst fear is going there and not being prepared. I feel like I should read some of my books before class starts, but I'm really too lazy to do that; plus, classes are tomorrow, and I don't have enough time. I just feel like there is something really big and important that I'm not going to remember to do, and I wish I could figure out why I feel like this! Maybe it's just nerves; but, maybe there is a reason for it? I really hate this feeling! It makes me all nervous and crap, and it's probably all for nothing, too! That's the story of my life!
While I was out getting my school stuff, I also took the opportunity to get other things, too. I got myself a bad of tennis balls, which makes me happy, even though I'll probably never use them! :) And I also got myself a pair of tennis shoes, just for playing tennis. I was surprised that I could actually find a pair of white-bottomed shoes that I liked, that were in my size. That almost never happens when I'm at Wal-Mart! So I got some cheap white shoes so I can play tennis without getting wenched at cuz my shoes don't have white soles (ha ha... my Vans have black soles... that makes me laugh... you know, the whole good vs. evil crap... white vs. black. I'm probably the only one who will laugh, but, I'm used to that!)
There is a small part of me that is excited to start college, because I'm curious to see what it's like... but the majority of me hates it, and I haven't even started! :) I know, I'm talented like that. By the way... Jess, I saw something at Wal-Mart that made me think of you! They had these pens by the check-out that I was at, and they had the Disney Princesses on them, and one had Belle on it, and I remembered you saying that Beauty and the Beast was your favorite movie when you were younger, so, I thought of you when I saw that. You should feel special! I still haven't found a purse with the Beauty and the Beast scene on it... but, maybe you'll get lucky enough to find one?... probably not, but, this is me thinking positive! :)
2 comments:
Thanks, Its nice to hear that you're being positive about something. You seem slightly negative about this whole college thing. I have classes tomorrow too, OH NO! I might actually have to do some WORK!
Maybe the first day of college classes will be like the first day of high school classes where you don't have to do anything and they spend the entire time introducing themselves and going over the rules. And tennising sounds a lot more fun than going to class right now...even though I can't play and I have yet to own a raquet.
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